January 24
AWARENESS BORN
"With rebellion, awareness is born." — The Rebel
Something shifts in the moment you say no. Before that moment, you may have accepted countless demands without question. You followed routines, absorbed expectations, and moved through days without examining why. Then one day, something crosses a line you did not know you had drawn. You refuse. And in that refusal, you discover yourself.
Camus understood that we often do not know what we value until something threatens it. The worker who has tolerated years of poor treatment suddenly walks out over a small indignity. The friend who has absorbed criticism for months finally pushes back at a seemingly minor comment. From the outside, the reaction looks disproportionate. From the inside, it reveals everything.
Rebellion is not merely anger or rejection. It is the moment when you recognize that something within you matters enough to defend. Before you rebelled, that something was invisible even to you. The act of resistance brings it into the light. You discover what you stand for by discovering what you will not stand for.
This is why Camus saw rebellion as the beginning of consciousness, not its end. The person who has never said no to anything has never met themselves. They drift through life shaped entirely by external forces. But the moment you push back, you announce that you exist, that you have boundaries, that there is a you worth protecting. Awareness does not precede rebellion. It emerges from it.