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Without Raising Our Eyes

“Since the order of the world is shaped by death, mightn't it be better for God if we refuse to believe in Him and struggle with all our might against death, without raising our eyes toward the heaven where He sits in silence.” ALBERT CAMUS · THE PLAGUE

Tarrou wants to know why a man who believes in nothing works so hard to save people. Rieux’s answer is one of the most quietly radical passages in the novel, and he phrases it as a question.

The world is arranged around death. That fact is not in dispute. Given that arrangement, Rieux suggests, perhaps the more useful response is to fight death with everything you have and never look up while doing it. Not because God is absent, but because looking up takes time you could have spent on the patient in your hands.

Camus scores no easy points against faith here. Rieux works alongside Father Paneloux, watches him change, and comes to respect him. The argument is not theological. It is practical. It is about where your attention goes.

Waiting for rescue from above and waiting for rescue from anywhere share the same structure. You defer your own action on the grounds that something else should move first. If help is coming, it will come whether or not you are watching. If it is not coming, the watching has cost you the only hours you had.

There is something you have been waiting on. A decision from someone else, a shift in conditions, a sign that the time is right. The time was right when you first noticed the problem.

Do the part that belongs to you. Let the rest arrive when it arrives.

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